April 22, 2005

Just another story

just read from felicia's blog that joanne has passed her driving and she will be driving a madza(wonder if this is the way to spell it) 3 to school! men. how i actually long for that day. haha. but the lazy spirit in me is causing me to procrastinate the trip down to ubi to book my driving test date again and again. to think i dreamt of driving my sis car to the uni in future.. haha. men. i think the dream will never come true. all thanks to my procrastinating habit. as melissa correctly puts it, habit will never ever go away. you remove the h, abit remains, remove a, bit remains. remove b, it remains! haha. how meaningful.

well.. did i mention to anyone before that i miss darling. i was in thailand when he was not having field camp. on the day i arrived back in Singapore, it is the first day of his field camp! what is this men. i dun get to talk to him at all men! ok. talk to him twice when i was in bangkok.. but hey! it is not enough can? haha. ok la. compared to felicia, i am considered lucky le la. at least tekong is still in singapore. haha. so when in front of her, ic annto complain. but behind her, i can still complain and grumble! haha. darling.. i really logn to talk to you. in Thailand, i received an sms from darling telling me that this is his most tiring week and yet i am not there to talk to him and to comfort him. but not only did he never complain about it, he said: but anyway.. you needed the holiday yourself as you were tired yourself. plese enjoy yourself and come back feeling refreshed." that is nic. that is my darling. that is so sweet of him. but it makes me feel as though i am not a good gf. cause i am not there for darling when he needs me. darling, i am so sorry.. i promise i will spend more time with you the next time you are out. and thanks for your understanding. i love you my beloved. and i promise i will be a good gf. -hugs and kisses-

indeed.. i needed a holiday badly. i needed to rest and exercise wat we call "shopping therapy". when i was in thailand busy shopping, i did not think about my uni application at all. but the moment the day comes to an end and all my siblings asleep, i start to worry.. men.. really.. i cannot be left alone. i need to do something to keep my mind occupied.

i got work tomorrow but i am not in the mood to sleep yet. cause i know i will not be able to fall asleep one.cause i will start thinking about my uni admission the moment i am alone. men. God, please help me.... please help me to place my trust in you. Thank You Lord. HELP ME LORD!!!

Elsa Chen
21st Sep 1986
cedar pri/cchms/mjc/ntu-nie
loves:
--her family and darling!
--her darling friends!
--sleeping and eating
--blue, pink and light purple
--going for tours overseas!




hmm..based on priority!!hee.. =D you can help to fulfil some wishes by getting it for me for my birthday?!*grinz*
- world peace
- people i love to stay healthy and happy always
- little or no quarrels and unhappiness at home!!
- mum never to have to worry over financial issues!
- 2nd class honours, preferably upper class!!
- happy with darling!!
- go usa/europe with my parents!!
- get the 5k annual stipend!
- strong friendship with friends
- lose weight
- catch up with friends!esp my sec/jc mates!

- car license!!
- portable harddisk that is PORTABLE with as much memory as possible
- that citadel and saboteur game that i am addicted to!!
- any 1 of the many many reflexes game i play in settlers! they are so fun!
- watch movies with darling FOC!!
- new clothes and shoes!
- a new leather watch!!
- lasik operation! to get rid of having to wear specs/contacts!
- a small sling bag for gai gai and a bag big enough for school
- a shopping spree in HK or Thailand!!
- a pair of birks?

Wenhui

Nuha

Laureen

Xiao Mei

Brenda

Melissa

Sharon

Terelle

Nadia

Elroy

Serena

Satiish

Baoling

Dimas

Jiemin

Xue Qi

Yunqing

Quek

Cindy

Binchuan

the Hong Xing gang

Lee Mei

# Artist: Cascada
# Title : Everytime We Touch