April 23, 2005

Just another story

men! can someone please save me?! i am really going to die of boredom. boss is again not around in office and i again got nothing to do. reach office at 9 am sharp and fromt hen till now, been doing nothing except reading pple's blog, talking to my colleague about pay of temp staffs at various workplace, listening to 933 and singing along.. men. wat a life have i got in office men!

am so looking forward to 2.30 when i will finish work and i get to go out with darling! darling is having his SMU interview now. hopefully he does well enough to get into the school. *praying hard*

was talking to howard on msn and he told me he went for the moe interview already and then i ask him wat is his results like. and i realise we got the exact a level points. so cannot be he get into NIE and i don't correct?! hopefully darling's point of "perhaps you got into the choice before NIE so you not called for interview lei?" is correct. wat do i actually want men? i wan to take econs. and am praying real hard that i get in men. and i believe God will make a way for me.

talked to nadia on the phone yesterday and i feel good. cause she was telling me, something though may not be nice to hear but is true, that i cannot do anything now except to pray and wait for letter. it makes me wonder. "yeah. so wat is my point of worrying?" at the same time, was talking to laureen on msn and she kinda scolded me that i shouldn't be so faithless. and correct. i shouldn't.

i think through this period, i found several friends whom are really my friend. people like chung yan, laureen, nadia, xue qi. these people are those who have done extremely well among my peers but never once did they "look down" on me. well.. it is in fact my own insercurity that i fear they may look down on me. well.. i am wrong. they kept encouraging me and telling me that my results ain't the worst and it is in fact, average. (ok. not all said that to me. only about 2 out of the 4). wat can i say but count my blessings that at least i got a bunch of great friends. thank you all of you! at least you are aren't like someone who told me: "why are you sad about your results? you didn't do well cause you did not work hard for it. accept it." so thank you pals. you all are great. and i promise, my life would be very different if i don't have any of you. please. ensure our friendship last long.

apart for friends, i am lucky cause i have a God that loves me, a good family who supports me in watever i may choose to do, and of course, my darling who loves me lots.

talking about my family, my parents never once scolded me for not scoring better. i think caused they saw me working hard?! i dun know. or perhaps cause they dun really understand how the whole system work? i also dun know la. my 2 elder sisters. who often encourage me that it is really ok even if i dun get into nus or ntu. caus ei can always go to a private uni. and er jie often say: "your result can get in one. don't worry" i really thank God for giving me such a family. though we do not always expressour love for each other in words, but in our hearts all of us know that we love each other.

back to the uni matter. i promise myself that i should stop worrying. so yeah. from now on i am just going to say:"no, i have not receive any letter from any uni YET but i believe it will come soon- if God had plan for me this route. i shall leave it to God." laureen, i will learn to trust in God. i promise. please scold me if in future you hear me complaining or expressing my worries.

ok la. should stop here. shall go and talk to laureen on the msn le! bye peeps.. will blog again when i am free. and oh ya chung yan, today's blog nothing ,much about darling hor. so please dun say my blog is dedicated to him.

Elsa Chen
21st Sep 1986
cedar pri/cchms/mjc/ntu-nie
loves:
--her family and darling!
--her darling friends!
--sleeping and eating
--blue, pink and light purple
--going for tours overseas!




hmm..based on priority!!hee.. =D you can help to fulfil some wishes by getting it for me for my birthday?!*grinz*
- world peace
- people i love to stay healthy and happy always
- little or no quarrels and unhappiness at home!!
- mum never to have to worry over financial issues!
- 2nd class honours, preferably upper class!!
- happy with darling!!
- go usa/europe with my parents!!
- get the 5k annual stipend!
- strong friendship with friends
- lose weight
- catch up with friends!esp my sec/jc mates!

- car license!!
- portable harddisk that is PORTABLE with as much memory as possible
- that citadel and saboteur game that i am addicted to!!
- any 1 of the many many reflexes game i play in settlers! they are so fun!
- watch movies with darling FOC!!
- new clothes and shoes!
- a new leather watch!!
- lasik operation! to get rid of having to wear specs/contacts!
- a small sling bag for gai gai and a bag big enough for school
- a shopping spree in HK or Thailand!!
- a pair of birks?

Wenhui

Nuha

Laureen

Xiao Mei

Brenda

Melissa

Sharon

Terelle

Nadia

Elroy

Serena

Satiish

Baoling

Dimas

Jiemin

Xue Qi

Yunqing

Quek

Cindy

Binchuan

the Hong Xing gang

Lee Mei

# Artist: Cascada
# Title : Everytime We Touch