June 17, 2005

Just another story

sian. been hearing that people around me appealed to fass and all got in. seems to me that appealing to nus fass is easy. and that makes me think: did i make the correct choice by not appealing since i am almost 100% sure that i can get in? afterall.. people who did worst than me got in after appealing. seriously, i really dun know. perhaps i did. perhaps i didn't. only time will tell. to all my friends who are successful in appealing to nus, congrats. hope you guys will enjoy yourself in nus. there are actually a few reasons why i decided to not appeal to nus.

1st: i like nie. cause i am getting paid without having to pay school fees.
2nd: being a teacher is my ambition. and going to nie is the fastest and straightest route.
3rd: i dun like fass. cause the system requires me to bid for my modules. and i may not get my econs and may end up getting something that i TOTALLY dun like.
4th: my own illusion a NUS FASS Bachlor of Arts(xxx) degree still sound better than Bachelor of Arts(Education) right? afterall.. it will not be worthless if i decided to not be a teacher right?haha. like i say.. it is my own illusion. haha.
5th: i already promised fang ting that i will be room mate with her. i shouldn't pang sei her. and there is clara too. to think i told clara to not pangsei me hor. haha.(but this is just a tiny winny minny reason la. haha.)
6th: will i really like nus? given the fact that there are many people who i super dun like there. haha. but how will i know that i will really dislike nie and will confirm like nus??
7th: i believe that this is God's plan for me. i shouldn't go and disrupt God's perfect plan for me.

and now.. a few reasons which are making me think twice.
1st: i like the idea of being an NUS alumni. afterall.. nus is better than ntu. (in terms of uni placing)
2nd: many of my friends are in fass. it would be nice if i can join in. haha.
3rd: will i really enjoy my days in nie? when in my younger days, i always dreamt of doin my uni education at NUS and NUS alone. haha.

that is about all. looking at the above entry.. perhaps i can safely conclude that i did not make a wrong choice by not appealing. haha. esp for point 7 above. haha.

hmm.. i feel bad. sis customer is suppose to come and collect some goods from my place tomorrow. younger sis was suppose to stay home. but she last min got to go for some dance audition. and eldest sis asked if i can dun go for work tomorrow so that i can stay home to wait for her customer to come and collect the goods. if on other saturdays..it will be perfectly alright. but tomorrow cannot. since i already fill up my time sheet and that i indicated that i will be in office tomorrow. and i need ot bring important documents to HR tomorrow morning. so yeah. i cannot dun go office tomorrow... which makes it a situation when eldest sis dun know get who to stay home sia. haiz. really dun know how la. shit sia.. and i seriously feel very bad. cause right.. is like she always send me to and fro work. and is like she always think about us.. then now she need help and yet i cannot help her.. haiz. super detest such feelings. and she slammed down the phone on me. haiz. also dun know how la. haiz.

Elsa Chen
21st Sep 1986
cedar pri/cchms/mjc/ntu-nie
loves:
--her family and darling!
--her darling friends!
--sleeping and eating
--blue, pink and light purple
--going for tours overseas!




hmm..based on priority!!hee.. =D you can help to fulfil some wishes by getting it for me for my birthday?!*grinz*
- world peace
- people i love to stay healthy and happy always
- little or no quarrels and unhappiness at home!!
- mum never to have to worry over financial issues!
- 2nd class honours, preferably upper class!!
- happy with darling!!
- go usa/europe with my parents!!
- get the 5k annual stipend!
- strong friendship with friends
- lose weight
- catch up with friends!esp my sec/jc mates!

- car license!!
- portable harddisk that is PORTABLE with as much memory as possible
- that citadel and saboteur game that i am addicted to!!
- any 1 of the many many reflexes game i play in settlers! they are so fun!
- watch movies with darling FOC!!
- new clothes and shoes!
- a new leather watch!!
- lasik operation! to get rid of having to wear specs/contacts!
- a small sling bag for gai gai and a bag big enough for school
- a shopping spree in HK or Thailand!!
- a pair of birks?

Wenhui

Nuha

Laureen

Xiao Mei

Brenda

Melissa

Sharon

Terelle

Nadia

Elroy

Serena

Satiish

Baoling

Dimas

Jiemin

Xue Qi

Yunqing

Quek

Cindy

Binchuan

the Hong Xing gang

Lee Mei

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