Sometimes I wish I could learn to love and care more...

January 11, 2006

Just another story

bad start for this day. i didnt manage to sleep at all the whole of last night. wondering if it was due to the teh tarik that i had for dinner. went to bed at around 1 am.. toss and turn and toss and turn till around 3 plus. kept yawning, but just couldnt get to sleep. eventually at around 3.30am, called darling as he was still not yet asleep as well cause he was fixing up his com. talk for about 5 mins and he told me to go and try and sleep. i obliged. trying to relax and yet at the same time, desperate to catch some sleep since i jolly well know i have got a long day today. lesson from 8.30 all the way to 2.30, tuition from 4 to 7 and finally programmers meeting tonight at 10. However, i really wasnt able to get to slumber land. pissed off and decided to make "better" use of my time, i woke up, went to the living room and read my mystery story book till about 5.50. finally finish the entire book. newspaper was being delivered. continue to read the newspaper after taking a shower. then, finally at 6.20, left home for hall. dad sent me all the way back. wanted to catch some sleep, but figured that it is better for me to not sleep at all then to have a pathetic 30 mins nap. haiz. so here i am blogging. really gotta pray hard that i dun fall asleep during class today. never try that in my life before (not that i remembered anyway.) and i really dun wish to try that.

kept having the feeling that this sem has got a bad start. perhaps it was due to the fact that out of the 3 days lesson in week 1, i went for only 1. was on MC for the other 2 days. i know this sem is the make-it-or-break-it sem. whether or not i graduate with 2nd upper(or better) or 2nd lower honours very much depend on this sem. currently standing at 2nd lower with the last GPA i have got. i really need to work hard to push myself to a GPA of 4.0! the fact that all the modules this sem are intimidating and heavy really doesnt make anything better. i am really just going to do my best and hope for the best. hope i am just being too paranoia.

anyway, just for update, i finally bought my phone last sunday. after so long of me saying i want to change phone, i finally bought my N70 from Singtel. Apologies to those who received my msg last month informing u i changed my no to 94556412. I got so pissed off with S***h** for taking so long to give me my phone, i called up and cancel my order. Eventually, singtel pricing was better and so.. i sign up with singtel instead. and i will sms all of u guys real soon informing u of my new no! when i am officially using that no. hee. k. gotta go for class. it's 7.55am already!!

<3
7:38:00 AM;

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Elsa Chen
21st Sep 1986
cedar pri/cchms/mjc/ntu-nie
loves:
--her family and darling!
--her darling friends!
--sleeping and eating
--blue, pink and light purple
--going for tours overseas!

Let me hear you!

Wishlist.

hmm..based on priority!!hee.. =D you can help to fulfil some wishes by getting it for me for my birthday?!*grinz*
- world peace
- people i love to stay healthy and happy always
- little or no quarrels and unhappiness at home!!
- mum never to have to worry over financial issues!
- 2nd class honours, preferably upper class!!
- happy with darling!!
- go usa/europe with my parents!!
- ~~get the 5k annual stipend!~~
- strong friendship with friends
- lose weight
- catch up with friends!esp my sec/jc mates!

- ~~car license!!~~
- ~~portable harddisk that is PORTABLE with as much memory as possible~~
- that ~~citadel~~ and saboteur game that i am addicted to!!
- any 1 of the many many reflexes game i play in settlers! they are so fun!
- watch movies with darling FOC!!
- new clothes and shoes!
- ~~a new leather watch!!~~
- ~~lasik operation! to get rid of having to wear specs/contacts!~~
- ~~a small sling bag for gai gai and a bag big enough for school~~
- a shopping spree in HK or Thailand!!
- a pair of birks?

Catch Them.