Sometimes I wish I could learn to love and care more...

March 01, 2006

Just another story

mixed feelings- happy and not so happy.

and so, one full cycle has passed. yet another batch of meridians have graduated. i wonder how have they done this time round.

as i am currently happy and in a celebratory mood, alot of memories flashed back which explains why i am not so happy. not exactly one yr ago, (3 more days to 1 full year) i was there, in the hall. excited and anxious. when the clock was at 2.48pm, i received my result slips. lots of mixed feelings. and of course, everything else that happen later around me no longer matters. haiz. exams. results. achieves nothing except to send some into heaven while others into a state worst than hell.

so, my family has produce yet another scholar. my beloved cousin, scored 2As and 2 Bs. a fantastic grade i would say. but.. i pity his bro, who is much much much closer to me. i am sure he is so going to feel so small and feel that he is useless. and true enough, he smsed me. telling me his bro result and telling me how he feel so lousy. sigh. i also dun know wat to say to him to attempt to make him feel better. sigh.

really wondering how mj perform as a whole. but i know mr chua will b sending out an mass email soon. to inform us of the glorious results. so i shall wait.

k. shall get back to my assignment le. i am v glad that at least i am done with the assignment due tomorrow and am 90% done for the assignment due on friday! haha. alright. signing off!! take care peeps! =)

<3
5:21:00 PM;

Know me more

Elsa Chen
21st Sep 1986
cedar pri/cchms/mjc/ntu-nie
loves:
--her family and darling!
--her darling friends!
--sleeping and eating
--blue, pink and light purple
--going for tours overseas!

Let me hear you!

Wishlist.

hmm..based on priority!!hee.. =D you can help to fulfil some wishes by getting it for me for my birthday?!*grinz*
- world peace
- people i love to stay healthy and happy always
- little or no quarrels and unhappiness at home!!
- mum never to have to worry over financial issues!
- 2nd class honours, preferably upper class!!
- happy with darling!!
- go usa/europe with my parents!!
- ~~get the 5k annual stipend!~~
- strong friendship with friends
- lose weight
- catch up with friends!esp my sec/jc mates!

- ~~car license!!~~
- ~~portable harddisk that is PORTABLE with as much memory as possible~~
- that ~~citadel~~ and saboteur game that i am addicted to!!
- any 1 of the many many reflexes game i play in settlers! they are so fun!
- watch movies with darling FOC!!
- new clothes and shoes!
- ~~a new leather watch!!~~
- ~~lasik operation! to get rid of having to wear specs/contacts!~~
- ~~a small sling bag for gai gai and a bag big enough for school~~
- a shopping spree in HK or Thailand!!
- a pair of birks?

Catch Them.