August 30, 2006

Just another story

i just had to blog this done to remember this day. though many unhappy things happened today, i am still a happy girl. the reason being, alot of my friends responded to my call to buy my sister's cd!! THANKS EVERYONE!! i really appreciate it lots! love u people. i know many of us bought the cd because i asked u to. and so, i thank u all for that!!! =)

these people that made my day are:-
1) David
2) Sheng
3) Xiang Yun
4) Samuel
5) Xin Ying
6) Yunting
7) Rachel
8) Tiangui
9) Sharon
10) Zhong Ming
11) Xueqi
12) Chung Yan
13) Min
14) Pei Yi
15) Serene
16) Yan Ling
17) Yoshinobu

on another note, i think maybe i should just include whatever that is bothering me today la. haiz. for those who dont already know, i have this uncle who is a completely useless bum who doesnt work hard to feed his family. instead, he goes round borrowing money. after so many yrs of borrowing from all his siblings, my dad is the only stupid soul left in this world who is still willing to lend him money. so, wat happened today was, stupid jerk called my dad to borrow some money from him. my dad told him to get it from my 2nd sis as he didnt have that much money with him. but my 2nd sis didnt wan to lend him the money and my dad got angry and said he will go borrow from people outside to lend him the money(someone tell me that why i got such a [feel in the blank yourself as i cant think of a good adjective now] dad who is still so willing to lend him money despite knowing that he will most probably not get the money back and hence, he will have to cough out the money himself) and this got all of us really mad. i was just thinking why his problems always become OUR problem?! cant he just leave us alone and let all of us continue our life in peace?! that make me really really pissed. i told my 2nd sis to give him hell money (which was wat yanling thought too! ha. great minds think alike!) haha. but really. we are not rich. we dont print money. so why must we give our hardearned money to someone who seriously dont deserve it? his wife and him are able bodied people yet they are not gg out to work. his wife gave wat stupid excuse that their children are still young have to take care of them. oh please. spare me this shit. cause if my mother can do it, i dun see why they cant. wat? their children are precious jewel and we are rotten apples? and so our parents can leave us at home alone and they cant? wtf?! even when she really cant go out to work, she brought back stuff to do! wat about u bloody asshole. and when my eldest sis was barely 11 i suppose, she left all of us at home and she went on a mid night shift in westin hotel and then another job at the pigs slaughter farm in the afternoon- all these just to make ends meet. so someone tell me. if my family can pull through, why cant they? i dun mind helping if u help yourself. but i just feel stupid and dumb to give u my hardearned money when all u do is sit and home and shake leg. i dont think i owe u a living that i have to pay a tribute to u bloody asshole! i just hate him cause he is always the cause of my family quarrels. and he is always the root of all problems. bloody asshole. when he was rich, he didnt care about us and his wife is so yaya papaya and despised my mum and dad. now they are out and down, who is the one helping him most? MY DAD! and who is the silent hero who has been helping my dad? MY MUM. i hate the way she used to talk to my mother. i hate the way she brag about how rich she is. i remember very clearly that she was bragging to my mum one day that her son cannot take cab cause he will feel sick and will cry. HE MUST TAKE HIS DAD CAR. but hey now that they have got no car, they ask my dad to pick them out in his taxi. wouldnt her son cry now and feel sick? wtf. and i remember the smug look on her face when she brought her 2 maids down to grandma house. bloody asshole. i think my uncle and his wife are just parasites of the society. I DONT OWE U A LIVING NEITHER DO THE SOCIETY U IDIOT. i just long for the day where he will finally know that he is an irritant and that he is a pest and that we dont welcome him in our lives at all. but i know, that day may never ever come. cause he is shameless idiot who doesnt even think if he is ever intruding into people's life. but still, god. please let the day come.

finally finish watever i have to say with regards to my uncle. (and i am ashamed to have such an uncle. i really do. how i wish i can NOT be related to him.)

sorry people, i typed so much about a jerk. i just feel better saying everything out. and now i really feel much happier (ver happier as i look at the piece of paper where i wrote the names of friends who bought sis's cd! haha.)

getting late. gg to sleep le. goodnight. and please keep me in your prayer that the day i long for will come soon. and pray that i will learn to love "unlovable people" more. haiz. it's gonna be hard. i apologise once again for the long entry filled with much anger and hatred.

lastly, THANKS TO ALL WHO BUY MY SIS CD ONCE AGAIN!! =D

Elsa Chen
21st Sep 1986
cedar pri/cchms/mjc/ntu-nie
loves:
--her family and darling!
--her darling friends!
--sleeping and eating
--blue, pink and light purple
--going for tours overseas!




hmm..based on priority!!hee.. =D you can help to fulfil some wishes by getting it for me for my birthday?!*grinz*
- world peace
- people i love to stay healthy and happy always
- little or no quarrels and unhappiness at home!!
- mum never to have to worry over financial issues!
- 2nd class honours, preferably upper class!!
- happy with darling!!
- go usa/europe with my parents!!
- get the 5k annual stipend!
- strong friendship with friends
- lose weight
- catch up with friends!esp my sec/jc mates!

- car license!!
- portable harddisk that is PORTABLE with as much memory as possible
- that citadel and saboteur game that i am addicted to!!
- any 1 of the many many reflexes game i play in settlers! they are so fun!
- watch movies with darling FOC!!
- new clothes and shoes!
- a new leather watch!!
- lasik operation! to get rid of having to wear specs/contacts!
- a small sling bag for gai gai and a bag big enough for school
- a shopping spree in HK or Thailand!!
- a pair of birks?

Wenhui

Nuha

Laureen

Xiao Mei

Brenda

Melissa

Sharon

Terelle

Nadia

Elroy

Serena

Satiish

Baoling

Dimas

Jiemin

Xue Qi

Yunqing

Quek

Cindy

Binchuan

the Hong Xing gang

Lee Mei

# Artist: Cascada
# Title : Everytime We Touch